Have you ever had a Heartgasm?

I was on my walking meditation today when all of a sudden I felt my heart expand and waves of love and joy and bliss  exploded all through me —
what an amazing gift — I felt kissed by the universe.

This reminds me of an event that happened to me when I was a flight attendant. My crew had a 2 hour layover in Chicago -  I discovered when we were in the courtesy van to our hotel in Savannah, that my purse was missing–it must have fallen out of my pocketbook in Chicago’s crew lounge.

Yet, I didn’t have that fearful sunken feeling of dread  that usually comes with such discoveries … instead I felt like I was being hugged and felt very strongly  that everything would be ok.

At the hotel I called the Chicago crew lounge and asked them to hold my purse for my return there the next day. The lounge attendant returned from checking the area where I had sat and said that my purse was not there. Yet I was shown very clearly in  in my mind–it had somehow fallen between the crack of chairs and was not seen without moving them apart. So I relayed this to the attendant and sure enough, she found my purse  and held it for me.

But my story doesn’t end there …

The next morning I walked to a small coffee shop and sat outside with my latte and scone to enjoy the beautiful , clear sunny day–still feeling grateful for my purse being found. I felt the urge to look up at the sky—and in that moment, a huge cloud broke apart to form a perfect outline of a heart….

My story gets better …

As I started to walk back to the hotel to get ready for our flight, a gust of wind picked up and right in front of me,  what appeared to be a 4 ft piece of cardboard tumbled by—it was a big red heart….

Unbelievable! Like a double kiss from the universe!

In the hotel, as I started to put my uniform on, I had the urge to turn on the TV to have some noise….

suddenly I heard the haunting sound of a flute in the most beautiful melody….it was a superboy episode . As I listened, the flute player- a young girl said to superboy….

The universe is alive …and if you trust it- really trust it, it will treat you better then you can treat yourself—it will help you fly….

I am so grateful for that message that summarized perfectly what had happened when I found my purse missing….

Since then, when ever I feel  something is upsetting ,or that I have no control over a situation,

I reach for that memory —-and choose to trust …..